ok~
is lik so sian this few days~
i did not know wth is wrong
anyway this is wat i wanna to say to u~
yes indeed u are very pissed with me or wat..
for u say i say the thing of u n wat i hate u~
pls~
for wat i wan to hate u?
for wat when i wanna to be okay with u still say abt u at the bac?
n wat i treat u is the true of me n not wat hypocrite...
anyway wat i say here is useless
i knew u won't beleive me...
ya right~
jus put the blame on me...
i'm not writing this to let ppl pity me...
i jus think tat this is only the way to let u know...
wat the point of sayin u when i was truthfully wanna be okay with u
tat y i said the gap is lik tat mean lik tat i will forever will not close up the gap~
我只能说我所做的一切都是真心成意的。
wat i do does not hav any motive...
i'm not using money to buy a fren or a trust....
i know very clear of wat am i doin
ya indeed i was too stupid....
so so so stupid to do something which i don wish to mention anymore....
i also don feel lik sayin so much if not more thing again.
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okay~
today nv go sch again...
y
i don feel lik goin sch now at all....
i don wan to think so much
i wan focus but is so diff for
ytd my tears jus could not be controled i dono y
all of this thing are jus fate.
i got nth to say
i got no choice but to agree with it
now i hope wat i had finish writin here i could feel better''
every word i see from there is jus lik arrow shootin straight to me...
yes indeed  i should get all this should i?
i dono~
wat hav i done?
y is it hurt so badly?
why~
i think this is my life....
maybe 1 of the particular day u will jus wack me...
haha~
yea...hate
i think i hate myself better am i right?
should i say that?
or maybe when i shift my house to lim chu kang it will be better?
hAHA~

"for those ppl who read this blog rmb don trust me! i'm a betrayer~ don pity me too i don deserve it!!"
REMENBER!!`