hmm....
happy sunday morning =D
hmm...
jus woke up not long...
feel lik postin...=D
change my blogskin feel tat it look so nice
thx weilin =D
heehee...
ytd went shoppin
ten went to chinatown see contact lense
ten weilin buy one i so envy of her...'
[jealous] =/
hmm...
after realize actually ytd whole day at outrum there walk through n flo =.=
hmm...
ltr goin to menom house study'
dono wat to wear ]
sian.........'
hmm...
i wan faster finish o lvl,..
hmm...
maybe nxt yr will be celebrating my birthday
should be very jia lat...
they sure sabo me de =/
hmm...
but dono the person i call will attend ant..
hope so ba~
ok le post till here
wanna go play game de-stress de-stress
ltr go study liao must chiong!

hallo Phong june get this clear okay~

i nv blame on u ok
i did not say wat everything is ur fault n not wat use cry to let ppl see tat i'm pity ok
get this clear la hor
leslie thing tat time u say don say i also don wan say so much already okay
after i know leslie don lik u i also nv say anything le okay2

ya i unhappy y coz u doesn't seem to understand my point of view
u think wat u guai lan ten tat it meh pls la
u think i don wan to clear is it huh
if i don wan to clear i will tag u meh
i will ask u ma
u thing i go confront u got use is it
thing will be better huh
wat i go complain to weiji i jus merely go talk to him abt my feelin my prob cnt is it
ok la now don say other ppl jus between 2 of us okay
i blame u
u think wat i so unreasonable is it
u say i yelled at u ten u nv yelled at me before meh
wat u say in the blog all i nv say after we have settled
i jus dono y all this shit been bring up again lo

come on la
i say u change pls la when i said it
u tell me thing don jus listen to ppl ten y u don wan come n ask me personally lei
did i say i very perfect
i nv say this okay
so don anyhow say okay
i nv ask anyone to side me or any other thing okay
i nv blame u okay
u think wat i cnt accept u bullshit
please hor
things u dono don anyhow say okay
i think write over here in the fucking blog is useless de la
if wan come out n talk la okay

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ok
is jus a fucking min reading the post
i feel so sian la
jus dono which fucker go say so much stupid thing
i hate it man~
really need to study hard liao lo...
dono can pass my o lvl ma...
dono la
irritated man!!!

ok~
is lik so sian this few days~
i did not know wth is wrong
anyway this is wat i wanna to say to u~
yes indeed u are very pissed with me or wat..
for u say i say the thing of u n wat i hate u~
pls~
for wat i wan to hate u?
for wat when i wanna to be okay with u still say abt u at the bac?
n wat i treat u is the true of me n not wat hypocrite...
anyway wat i say here is useless
i knew u won't beleive me...
ya right~
jus put the blame on me...
i'm not writing this to let ppl pity me...
i jus think tat this is only the way to let u know...
wat the point of sayin u when i was truthfully wanna be okay with u
tat y i said the gap is lik tat mean lik tat i will forever will not close up the gap~
我只能说我所做的一切都是真心成意的。
wat i do does not hav any motive...
i'm not using money to buy a fren or a trust....
i know very clear of wat am i doin
ya indeed i was too stupid....
so so so stupid to do something which i don wish to mention anymore....
i also don feel lik sayin so much if not more thing again.
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okay~
today nv go sch again...
y
i don feel lik goin sch now at all....
i don wan to think so much
i wan focus but is so diff for
ytd my tears jus could not be controled i dono y
all of this thing are jus fate.
i got nth to say
i got no choice but to agree with it
now i hope wat i had finish writin here i could feel better''
every word i see from there is jus lik arrow shootin straight to me...
yes indeed  i should get all this should i?
i dono~
wat hav i done?
y is it hurt so badly?
why~
i think this is my life....
maybe 1 of the particular day u will jus wack me...
haha~
yea...hate
i think i hate myself better am i right?
should i say that?
or maybe when i shift my house to lim chu kang it will be better?
hAHA~

"for those ppl who read this blog rmb don trust me! i'm a betrayer~ don pity me too i don deserve it!!"
REMENBER!!`

okay~
today my day was lik sian~
although at home was lik hell but now the sch is ten lik the hell...
haiz~
i was in sch lik a transperant...
everythin is so weird...
nvm...
i should concentrate on my 'o' lvl....
hmmm...
now i really hope i already finished my exam...
i wan enjoy~
i miss my nu er my meimei...
very long nv talk to them le...
hai yo~
all too busy liao...
ten i need to finash my o ten can meet someone...
somemore that person also not free...
haiz...
i really need ppl pei me....
aww~!!
irritated~~!!

OMG!!!
i'm going to burst~
so fed up!
so stress~
wth is this yes right i'm goin to hav o lvl le...
n my stupid home had no peace at all
y jus cnt let me hav the peace?
i jus very sick n tired
i wan to leave this house
i wan to leave the sch
i wan to leave this world'
yea
it seem like i don wan to face all this
tryin to run away~
haiz~
i also dono wat to do...
how how how???

thx for the memory u hav given me~
i just feel i have nothing~
thanks~

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